it seems like i say this all the time; ‘my kids are all just growing and changing so much these days!’
and, it’s so true.
our lives have been drastically redefined since we moved here to Kansas in March of 2014, and while i’m sporting a few more grey hairs and wrinkles than when we first came here, i think that my kids have had the most changes.
they’ve all made new friends, grown to love their family out here and they have just CHANGED.
i think about it when i look at each one of them, but in different ways.
with my oldest i especially think of what a great, great young man he is becoming.
i know he’s going to tell the story of life pre and post Kansas differently than what i will, and i’m okay with that. as i’ve seen him go through all these changes, it’s been hard to watch at times. hard because i couldn’t ‘fix’ it and the hard times were caused by the decisions his father and i have made.
he’s dealt with things in his own way and his own time.
he’s spent lots of time outside with his dog and his gun.
and, a few weeks ago, i decided i wanted to go out with him and get some pictures of him going about his favorite activity.
he spends hours out in the pasture with his pellet gun and his dog.
he’s a great shot with that gun and his dog is quite loyal toward his loving master.
it’s been so great to watch him become a ‘farm boy’. he has enthusiastically embraced the outdoors and the cowboy boots and hats and the bill caps and ripped up jeans.
none of us wants to be one of those parents who are nonstop bragging and boasting about their kids, so it’s a fine line to talk about my kids in a gushing way….but, i look at this oldest son of mine and just feel so grateful that God put him in our family. i feel so glad that i get the chance to be his mom. i feel so grateful for the young man he is becoming and i pray every day that God will continue to lead and direct in his life so that he grows up to be a man after God’s heart. the thing about growing and changing is it’s not just a physical thing; i see God growing and changing my son and that, is the most exciting growth and change that a mom’s heart could ask for.